无言

我真的不知道该说些什么了！
说这个也不对，说那个也不对..
我什么也不管也不对，管多了也不对..
有谁可以教我怎么做吗？

朋友是什么？
我真的很想懂，
以前的我总是觉得自己懂了，
拥有很多朋友，
但是，
渐渐的..
‘朋友’ 这两个字令我感到陌生，甚至还怕..
现在的我逐渐在逃避,
原来，
‘朋友’ 这两个字带给我的不再是快乐，信任..
而是变成了..
负担，压力..
我想逃避，可是我又能逃去哪儿呢?
我不再奢望什么，
我知道要恢复想以前一样是不可能的..
朋友是互相体谅，互相支持的..
而不是互相伤害的,
有些话一出口就能造成别人心中无法痊愈的伤口，
可能你不以为意的一句话往往就是造成最深的伤口..

试想想，
如果那是你呢？
我想没有人会好过吧..
如果要批评别人就该先检讨自己
问看自己有没有付出过，做过了什么..
而不是在一旁埋怨！
或许有一天你了解到这种痛，
那时候，
你就知道现在我的痛是什么感觉了..

my weekend

= 27/02 =
tats a singing competition after school..
so, me n momo decide to go dewan budaya to watch it..
after finish , we just back n its almost 3pm d when we reach mo's house..
so late..
then we went to econ tuition at 5pm ,
aft tuition we celebrated bday with my darling--feicui at sunrise..
HAPPY BIRTHDAY to feicui~

= 28/02 =
we are planning to study today..
but tat library closed on saturday..
haiz..
so we went to sunrise again..
but not pizzahut again..haha
we meet our senior at there for teaching us econ..
finally, i just know what is econ..
wahahaha..
THANKS a lot ya~
aft tat we went to eat ''loklok'' ..
wahaha..really very nice er..
n somebody forget how to drive myvi..
wahahaha..
when he want to open signal , he open wiper
and he forget how to open tat light..haha..
he keep switch wrongly..[XP]

= 01/03 =
tuition starts at 8am!!!
n i need to woke up at 7am!!
arghhh~~~~~
so sleepy...

= 02/03 =
HAPPY BIRTHDAY to Zheng Ying..
wahaha..
i was very happy^^ because of my econ quiz..
although its not a very good result..
i din study this chapter but can get this marks i really get shocked..
haha..
when i was taking this quiz ,
i just recall back what he teach me before..
really thanks ya..
i will work hard , i promise.. ^^